Zalea - The World Never Loved Me Lyrics

Life kinda feels more profound when you're depressed
I took two tokes before school, it's a wonder I got dressed
I'd rather have laid in bed
Weighing out the options in my head
Is life really worth it or would I rather be dead
Nothings really wrong but nothings ever right
Happiness isn't something I see in the day light
Can't find it in the sunshine, can't find it on my timeline
Wonder where I'd be if music wasn't right by my side
I'm down
Dragging through the dumps
Used to think falling for addiction was just some shit for chumps
Guess i'm a chump
Genetically one
The sad truth with every party is eventually its done

When I was really young I remember being happy
When I was young I remember being sad
My whole life I remember being anxious
I kinda got the feeling that the world never loved me

The world never loved me
Hoes dogged me out, scrubs ain't minding they own business, they sought me out
Tryna reach like they serious
My brains gone delirious
I can't help but feeling this
The world never loved me

People said I was bitch, I used to believed it
Maybe I am, it depends how you perceive it
Loyal to the fucking core, your texts I may ignore
Emotions on the border, always feel like Im at war
Fuck, why my thoughts so damn aggressive
My mental aint right, so my momma got me tested
Turns out Im a freak
Bpd and now I'm geeked
Finally understand what the hell is wrong with me

When I was really young I remember being happy
When I was young I remember being sad
My whole life I remember being anxious
I kinda got the feeling that the world never loved me

The world never loved me
Hoes dogged me out, scrubs ain't minding they own business, they sought me out
Tryna reach like they serious
My brains gone delirious
I can't help but feeling this
The world never loved me

Bitch I'm Z, how you hating on the queen?only took a year and I'm killing on the scene
All my time is precious so I'm charging you a fee
I got bills to pay, my own mouth i'm tryna feed
If you see me on the street and I look mad bitch I might be
Got a whole school of hoes that been threatening to fight me

The world never, the world never (never what?)
Never Loved Me, Never Never Loved Me
The world never loved me
Hoes dogged me out, scrubs ain't minding they own business, they sought me out
Tryna reach like they serious
My brains gone delirious
I can't help but feeling this
The world never loved me

No for real let's get back to this shit
Musics therapy, I'm so attached to this shit
At times my only friend, it's got my back in this bitch
The world ain't showin love so I attack when I spit (ugh)
So I pack a bowl and take a fat hit
Till my minds full of none but static
But I proimise that I aint got a death wish
Well not as long as I'm on my anti depressants
When I was really young I remember being happy
When I was young I remember being sad
My whole life I remember being anxious
I kinda got the feeling that the world never loved me

The world never loved me
Hoes dogged me out, scrubs ain't minding they own business, they sought me out
Tryna reach like they serious
My brains gone delirious
I can't help but feeling this
The world never loved me