Ziad - TBF Lyrics

I want you to be mine
Forever and ever
And if the sun don't shine
Forever and ever
Help me I'm fighting my demons
I don't want them to win
I think we'd really work out
Cause I'm much better for real

Don't ask me about my health don't ask me about my song
Don't ask me about my mental
When you've been living in my head with no rental
I bought you flowers man that shit experimental
Like I'd still pick you over Kylies and the Kendalls
I thought I really had it all I met all the credentials
Like you're the reason while I'm pushing up the schedule
Like you're the reason why I feel experimental
Like you're the reason why my projects are delayed
Got me feeling like I'm Yeezy chopping 808s
You said you wanna take it slow I hate to wait
We'll be friends only if I'm moving to the states
But this can never happen when you're two minutes away
Cause I've been barely sleeping yeah you know I'm still awake
I know you tryna fight you getting over trauma
I hope you're doing well and fixing issues with your momma
My life's a movie but the genre would be drama
Co-directed by the baring issues with my father
He cheated on my mum on their anniversary
So I don't want a handout ain't no bursary
My brother stuttered when he was still in the nursery
My uncle did it first music was a curse in me
But over all of this you only saw the best of me
If this was meant to be then you'd still come back to me
They thought I'm drowning in my music I got baptized
I'm singing all my songs yeah with my hands tied
And I've never been the same since my gramps died
Couldn't stay out of the trouble I was that child
Don't compare me to your ex
Cause I'm much better than him
Only time I let you go is if I'm letting him win
I'm still not an angle
Repenting my sins
But I think we'd work out I ain't talking bout gym

De ja vu i'm in to you
I can see the shades of you

Five girls in but my phone feel silent
Thought I said it all but my life still private
Back from the shoot to the room still hiding
Lurkin on your gram but my friends can't find it
I'm checking on the scares from the battle
Why you follow guys that still be living in my shadow
My dreams in the work road's narrow
How I leave the bar walking like I'm Jack Sparrow
Okay, talking to MJ
I really hate to say it but he might be right
I can never have somebody if I live this life
If I really wanted fam gotta pay the price
The worst fights are the ones when you ain't straining your voice
Filled a girl's bank account in hopes of filling my void
I don't know if I'd recover staying single by choice
Single club where you at I think I gotta rejoin
She gon act like she don't know if that's her name on my song
But she know the details really coming along
I can't take it for a minute I can't take it for long
Hard to find all the answers when the questions are wrong
Marcy bought some whisky
Promised to never drink
But I'm writing while I'm tipsy
Serving all these people but they never really tipped me
Wasn't for my brother then my college won't admit me
This was really bad but it's nothing how you hit me