Realization of love. Just wrong timing. Funny how she's trying to recapture his love. She doesn't want to play passive like she was all along until now. They've been playing around with each other, and both of them don't feel much towards the other. Like it's always a makeshift love in times of need. But now that she understands her real feelings she's been waiting for him to come back and tell "I love you" with all his heart. His love is precious to her right now and she feels they're meant for each other. Hope is all she has since the reality sucks.