Afraid of Destiny - Choice (?) Lyrics

What did I do
That I had to choose
Between two lovers?
Why did I choose
Knowing I'd lose
Affections thereof?
Is this my choice?
Who had made you
Fell all was through
With my choice hereof?
When did you know
That you would go
If I choose above?
Where would one be
Without life's tree
And his holy dove?