Alastis - End or Beginning? Lyrics

Every time in balance
Between light and darkness
As a tightrope walker
With naked foot on a razor's edge
I've though to lose the faith

Am I alive,am I dead
Something turns in my brain
Is it the end or beginning
I've lost my path

While I found an answer
A wall of questions
Stood up on my way
Then,an evening
While I was doubtful
Of my own life
I dived into the light

Is it a dream or reality
Do I exist?
Is it the end of beginning
I've lost my soul

Is it the end of beginning

This one
Whom everyone dreads
Porter of divine knowledge
Is only power and light
And sheds light on our path