Bear Leek - OldMe Lyrics

R.i.p to the old me
Never gunna let the past even hold me
And tired feeling real lonely
voices in my head is the only thing that knows me
R.i.p to the old me
Never gunna let past even hold me
And tired feeling real lonely
The voices in my head is the only thing that knows me

So many thing I wanna say to my pops
So many things that really hurt me a lot
So many things that niggas thought I forgot
So many problems that I have in my heart
Clueless you think I'm clueless
Everything you tried to keep from me I knew it
Tried to go to college for my mom I blew it
Knew it wasn't me from the start
That's true shit
Rest In Peace
Yea I love you grandpa
Cause you the one I look up too
When times get rough
Tryna become the man you would be proud of
Tyrna get that house grandma always dreamed of
I m breaking the chain to everything
I'm breaking the thing that gave me this me pain
I'm cutting people tried to make me insane
I'm really sad that y'all really mad me this way

R.i.p to the old me
Never gunna let past even hold me
And tired feeling real lonely
The voices in my head is the only thing that knows me
R.i.p to the old me
Never gunna let past even hold me
And tired feeling real lonely
The voices in my head is the only thing that knows me

My heart didn't want to feel love again
As a child my heart was bubbling
Didn't understand what was happening
Through on a smile I wouldn't let you in
Sorry bro I fought you a lot
It wasn't you yea
I was just hurting a lot
Thought getting louder every moment it got
Couldn't control it I was anger a lot
Only god knew what I was hiding
All them crazy thoughts I was fighting
Mama wasn't around when we was crying
Had to keep our secrets
Yea we had to hide it
No father to call my own
But know I got a son
I gotta watch him grow
Teach him things I never be taught before
Cause even when your hurt
Daddy will always come

R.i.p to the old me
Never gunna let past even hold me
And tired feeling real lonely
The voices in my head is the only thing that knows me
R.i.p to the old me
Never gunna let past even hold me
And tired feeling real lonely
The voices in my head is the only thing that knows me