Ben Gertner - Anxiety Lyrics

Starts in snowy silence
Purely quiet
I search for my soul
Cry out in the cold
To be swallowed up
Oh, to be swallowed up
And dampened by the sky
So God can't hear my cry

Hear you angels are looking
To stop all the sinning
If you can hear me
Come find me
I guess I'm find with an adversary
That it's close to the same thing
I think you would all agree
I am as filthy as anybody

For living like I wanna be
I am still down here singing
All the winter is melting
And maybe you just have bad timing
I tried to fly to feel the breeze
To remember what it's like to breathe
I thought maybe then God would finally have a chance to listen to me

Now that the angels stopped looking
I can start over again
A new beginning
Well, I would be lying
If I said I wasn't still trying
To get as high as the first time

Now I'm trying on a new reality
Doesn't matter if it fits me
This is how it's gotta be
The water's rising
And I can't stop from drowning
This is anxiety
This is anxiety
I'm wading in water my clipped wings
God tied me up with his own faulty wiring
Waiting for electricity
Oh, to feel it take my body
Angels, come find me