This piece delves into the realm of self-reflection and regret, offering a raw depiction of a protagonist grappling with his own shortcomings in a relationship. The lyrics convey a narrative of self-deprecation and guilt, as the character acknowledges his role in the dissolution of his relationship, repeatedly referring to himself as a 'scumbag' and an 'asshole'. The recurring question "Why?" suggests an internal struggle to comprehend his actions, reflecting an inability to change despite understanding their negative impact. The song also highlights the emotional turmoil caused by this realization, with references to feeling 'broken' and being unable to 'face myself right now'. Overall, it's an exploration of personal failure in relationships, evoking feelings of remorse and desperation for self-improvement.
