Chi TheRealist - Wilted Lyrics

I made you my god
I made you my god
I made you my god
Overlooked your demons
You said you ain't deserve me
I should've believed it
Thought I found love
And you were my achievement
Always said I'd write a song for you
Ain't know it'd be bereavement
Cuz you ended up leaving
That's why I can't trust relationships
Because everyone just ends up leaving
I live by morals pray to god
But I wonder why this the way I'm treated
Just a Sunflower covered in some weeds
I wanted to free you
I wanted to free you
Falling in love just leave you hurting
And I'm tired of all the bruises
You believe someone won't leave you
Then you get left with confusion
Came in my life and asked would you regret it if you choose me
But I ain't even know I was a choice
Shorty fooled me
Nigga came and kicked the door in just like something out a movie
His son cryin wearing Mickey Mouse I'm looking like a goofy
He ran up on me I ain't hit em back
Maybe that's the guilt
But that ain't last
Cuz I was looking for address to have him kilt
Prayers nor meditation has been giving me answers
Leo moon
But all these emotions are giving me cancer
People pleaser
Why is love something you gotta die for
Wonder if that's how Fred Hampton felt bout his Panthers
Nobody can look as stupid as me
Being hurt by my unscrupulous deeds
Now I'm stuck with an empty stomach that only my music will feed
And an acapella heart wishing that you'd be the beat
I made you my god
Overlooked your demons
You said you ain't deserve me
I should've believed it
Thought I found love
And you were my achievement
Always said I'd write a song for you
Ain't know it'd be bereavement
Cuz you ended up leaving
That's why I can't trust relationships
Because everyone just ends up leaving
I live by morals pray to god
But I wonder why this the way I'm treated
Just a Sunflower covered in some weeds
I wanted to free you
I wanted to free you
I fought back big tears writing this here
In neutral gaining the courage to switch gears
Maybe we'll find each other in passing
When I'm living out my passion
We can laugh and then catch up on all the missed years
Big fears
Is you'll end up back with ya husband
Not because you love him
His grip of manipulation won't let you have no one but him
He dangles the difficulty of you bein a single motha
Alone
And you turn his trapped house to a home
I know you still in love with me
But publicly it's too much
And It's easier to be done with me
I been numb for weeks
Did you love me or did you lie
Either the ladder
Or you were wearing a good disguise when you said goodbye
Guess that's what I get
Fall in love with married women
Be the sin that they'll repent
Can't help but think if it were different how it would've went
If I could support you through ya struggle
Would it be easier to dip?
If you hear me on the radio will you turn me up or skip
The best part of beating COVID is remembering yo scent
Have no doubt that you'll get better in time
I just knew that you'd be better as mines
Cuz I made you my god
Overlooked your demons
You said you ain't deserve me
I should've believed it
Thought I found love
And you were my achievement
I said I'd write a song for you
Ain't know it'd be bereavement
Cuz you ended up leaving
That's why I can't trust relationships
Because everyone just ends up leaving
I live by morals pray to god
But I wonder why this the way I'm treated
Just a Sunflower covered in some weeds
I wanted to free you
I wanted to free you

I made you my god
I made you my god
I made you my god
Overlooked your demons
You said you ain't deserve me
I should've believed it
Thought I found love
And you were my achievement
Always said I'd write a song for you
Ain't know it'd be bereavement
Cuz you ended up leaving
That's why I can't trust relationships
Because everyone just ends up leaving
I live by morals pray to god
But I wonder why this the way I'm treated
Just a Sunflower covered in some weeds
I wanted to free you
I wanted to free you
Falling in love just leave you hurting
And I'm tired of all the bruises
You believe someone won't leave you
Then you get left with confusion
Came in my life and asked would you regret it if you choose me
But I ain't even know I was a choice
Shorty fooled me
Nigga came and kicked the door in just like something out a movie
His son cryin wearing Mickey Mouse I'm looking like a goofy
He ran up on me I ain't hit em back
Maybe that's the guilt
But that ain't last
Cuz I was looking for address to have him kilt
Prayers nor meditation has been giving me answers
Leo moon
But all these emotions are giving me cancer
People pleaser
Why is love something you gotta die for
Wonder if that's how Fred Hampton felt bout his Panthers
Nobody can look as stupid as me
Being hurt by my unscrupulous deeds
Now I'm stuck with an empty stomach that only my music will feed
And an acapella heart wishing that you'd be the beat
I made you my god
Overlooked your demons
You said you ain't deserve me
I should've believed it
Thought I found love
And you were my achievement
Always said I'd write a song for you
Ain't know it'd be bereavement
Cuz you ended up leaving
That's why I can't trust relationships
Because everyone just ends up leaving
I live by morals pray to god
But I wonder why this the way I'm treated
Just a Sunflower covered in some weeds
I wanted to free you
I wanted to free you
I fought back big tears writing this here
In neutral gaining the courage to switch gears
Maybe we'll find each other in passing
When I'm living out my passion
We can laugh and then catch up on all the missed years
Big fears
Is you'll end up back with ya husband
Not because you love him
His grip of manipulation won't let you have no one but him
He dangles the difficulty of you bein a single motha
Alone
And you turn his trapped house to a home
I know you still in love with me
But publicly it's too much
And It's easier to be done with me
I been numb for weeks
Did you love me or did you lie
Either the ladder
Or you were wearing a good disguise when you said goodbye
Guess that's what I get
Fall in love with married women
Be the sin that they'll repent
Can't help but think if it were different how it would've went
If I could support you through ya struggle
Would it be easier to dip?
If you hear me on the radio will you turn me up or skip
The best part of beating COVID is remembering yo scent
Have no doubt that you'll get better in time
I just knew that you'd be better as mines
Cuz I made you my god
Overlooked your demons
You said you ain't deserve me
I should've believed it
Thought I found love
And you were my achievement
I said I'd write a song for you
Ain't know it'd be bereavement
Cuz you ended up leaving
That's why I can't trust relationships
Because everyone just ends up leaving
I live by morals pray to god
But I wonder why this the way I'm treated
Just a Sunflower covered in some weeds
I wanted to free you
I wanted to free you