Cryptyc - Sick Wishes Lyrics

Sick wishes burning relationship bridges and docks
Sick wishes buried dreams up just to visit the plot
Sick wishes can't even settle this beef as it rots
Sick wishes circle my brain as they never stop
Sick wishes burning relationship bridges and docks
Sick wishes buried dreams up just to visit the plot
Sick wishes can't even settle this beef as it rots
Sick wishes circle my brain as they never stop
I'm sick of spending all my time alone inside my room
Cause all I do is vomit puke words onto the pad in the booth
I spit 'till the mic splits in half and goes boom
While this hand is about to go back to the tooth biting nails to try and sooth
All that is my life I knew from the moment I had my injury
No one would even consider me without being exemplary while rentering and no
I don't want any of your pitty please treat me
As if I'm normal don't lower your expectations be
Disappointed when I fail I can take an "L" defeat is something I regularly see
I've been trapped in this combative stance of active trance
Ever since I lost my sence I guess this is the aftermath of having that stroke
Sick wishes burning relationship bridges and docks
Sick wishes buried dreams up just to visit the plot
Sick wishes can't even settle this beef as it rots
Sick wishes circle my brain as they never stop
Sick wishes burning relationship bridges and docks
Sick wishes buried dreams up just to visit the plot
Sick wishes can't even settle this beef as it rots
Sick wishes circle my brain as they never stop
I wish that I could relive all the time that I lost stuck inside a daze
Depressed everyday was a disorganized mess
I was always looking for somewhere to fit
But everywhere left was already taken
Didn't even have a blanket to be covered with in bed
Started thinking maybe it just wasn't ment to be started wishing
That I had died in that hospital spent
Most of my time holding a grudge against my savior
Cause they couldn't warp time and space and make it so I was safer
But now looking back on it I could've been dead
Could've been lowered into the dirt with my family starved with regret
Could've been left with permanent damage to my head
I could've been stuck in a wheelchair for the rest of my time on this earth
I'm blessed with
Sick wishes burning relationship bridges and docks
Sick wishes buried dreams up just to visit the plot
Sick wishes can't even settle this beef as it rots
Sick wishes circle my brain as they never stop
Sick wishes burning relationship bridges and docks
Sick wishes buried dreams up just to visit the plot
Sick wishes can't even settle this beef as it rots
Sick wishes circle my brain as they never stop
I've been streching myself thin 'till the point where I rip
Trying to hold on to this bar but I'm loosing my grip
Fighting the urge to say goodbye can't empty this clip
Gotta stay alive there must be a reason
I'm still here to kill fear and build gears to fill cheer in
I'll peers with chilled tears they still wear on their face
This pain is real but can't it be healed
God I wanna be able to canopy kin from tragidy
Sin dramatically ends humanity then saddening kids
Teens vanishing in depression tell me when will it ever end
Scars are left grow small though cause kid is when they set
No bar can express my chared up regrets im sick with
Sick wishes burning relationship bridges and docks
Sick wishes buried dreams up just to visit the plot
Sick wishes can't even settle this beef as it rots
Sick wishes circle my brain as they never stop
Sick wishes burning relationship bridges and docks
Sick wishes buried dreams up just to visit the plot
Sick wishes can't even settle this beef as it rots
Sick wishes circle my brain as they never stop

Sick wishes burning relationship bridges and docks
Sick wishes buried dreams up just to visit the plot
Sick wishes can't even settle this beef as it rots
Sick wishes circle my brain as they never stop
Sick wishes burning relationship bridges and docks
Sick wishes buried dreams up just to visit the plot
Sick wishes can't even settle this beef as it rots
Sick wishes circle my brain as they never stop
I'm sick of spending all my time alone inside my room
Cause all I do is vomit puke words onto the pad in the booth
I spit 'till the mic splits in half and goes boom
While this hand is about to go back to the tooth biting nails to try and sooth
All that is my life I knew from the moment I had my injury
No one would even consider me without being exemplary while rentering and no
I don't want any of your pitty please treat me
As if I'm normal don't lower your expectations be
Disappointed when I fail I can take an "L" defeat is something I regularly see
I've been trapped in this combative stance of active trance
Ever since I lost my sence I guess this is the aftermath of having that stroke
Sick wishes burning relationship bridges and docks
Sick wishes buried dreams up just to visit the plot
Sick wishes can't even settle this beef as it rots
Sick wishes circle my brain as they never stop
Sick wishes burning relationship bridges and docks
Sick wishes buried dreams up just to visit the plot
Sick wishes can't even settle this beef as it rots
Sick wishes circle my brain as they never stop
I wish that I could relive all the time that I lost stuck inside a daze
Depressed everyday was a disorganized mess
I was always looking for somewhere to fit
But everywhere left was already taken
Didn't even have a blanket to be covered with in bed
Started thinking maybe it just wasn't ment to be started wishing
That I had died in that hospital spent
Most of my time holding a grudge against my savior
Cause they couldn't warp time and space and make it so I was safer
But now looking back on it I could've been dead
Could've been lowered into the dirt with my family starved with regret
Could've been left with permanent damage to my head
I could've been stuck in a wheelchair for the rest of my time on this earth
I'm blessed with
Sick wishes burning relationship bridges and docks
Sick wishes buried dreams up just to visit the plot
Sick wishes can't even settle this beef as it rots
Sick wishes circle my brain as they never stop
Sick wishes burning relationship bridges and docks
Sick wishes buried dreams up just to visit the plot
Sick wishes can't even settle this beef as it rots
Sick wishes circle my brain as they never stop
I've been streching myself thin 'till the point where I rip
Trying to hold on to this bar but I'm loosing my grip
Fighting the urge to say goodbye can't empty this clip
Gotta stay alive there must be a reason
I'm still here to kill fear and build gears to fill cheer in
I'll peers with chilled tears they still wear on their face
This pain is real but can't it be healed
God I wanna be able to canopy kin from tragidy
Sin dramatically ends humanity then saddening kids
Teens vanishing in depression tell me when will it ever end
Scars are left grow small though cause kid is when they set
No bar can express my chared up regrets im sick with
Sick wishes burning relationship bridges and docks
Sick wishes buried dreams up just to visit the plot
Sick wishes can't even settle this beef as it rots
Sick wishes circle my brain as they never stop
Sick wishes burning relationship bridges and docks
Sick wishes buried dreams up just to visit the plot
Sick wishes can't even settle this beef as it rots
Sick wishes circle my brain as they never stop