D-Ranks, D.D. Rankins - Kings Daughter II Lyrics

This time it hurt more then I let on
I'm wide awake but slept on it left harm
My left arm I'd give that to have you
Your mom love you but love come from dad too
Some bad moves I made those but it's all good
Ask Adam nothing hurt like the fall could
I'm getting up wit a broken heart but it still beat
And I been fasting Toya make sure I still eat
I'm real weak all week for a few months
And I'd be lying if I said it wasn't too much
I threw up on a empty stomach and it was clear
Ignoring problems won't ever make them just disappear
They reappear whenever I find rest time
And people tell me the struggle produce the best lines
Never mind all is mind all is mental
Lyrics illustrate but ion need to draw pictures
The curtains drawn I'm exposed so you can see
I never wanted this distance between you and me
They'll never overstand what this incident do to me
But you the reason I could never let it ruin me
I'm truancy for the holidays these hollow days
I'm sober minded attacks be coming all kinds ways
It's kind of strange how everything had to transpire
Cause she was toxic and expected me to stand by her
Now you caught in the middle like this is tug of war
But when they bitter lines thin between love and war
I can't ignore the fact I feel that I let you down
We FaceTime but tears fall when you ain't around
I stay afloat cause you the reason I can't drown
I miss them days me chasing you on the playground
You growing daily remember that you a real Godis
Remember daddy would rather you keep it real honest
My hair is yours I promised that it would grow with you
I promise that I would teach you so you would know the truth
I promise that your conception was all intentional
I met you in a dream it spoke to me on the spiritual
I'll never sugar coat nothing sugar is bad for you
She tried take you from me she can't do the math for you
I caught a plane on Christmas and ended in a cell
It broke me down jus realizing that you wasn't there
But it won't drive me crazy I took the steering wheel
My baby girl need her father and I need my baby girl
It's like the harder I fight the more you will know I love
Pep talks from the coach along wit shoulder rubs
Gloves off in the ring and the ring is off too
She blocked my number on the tablet that I bought you
I think about all the damage that this has caused you
I still thinkin about how the witch was your favorite costume
And I swear my smiles a mask it isn't genuine
Cause you could see the tracks of my tears, Smokey Robinson
Not again this situation has threw a curve
Remaining strong is how I'm making it thru the hurt
It's truly hurt jus knowing you gotta go thru this
Till we together I promise it isn't over wit
I feel you crying for daddy and daddy crying too
I'm coming for u they say I'm not then they lie to you
I'll die for you after I teach you how to live
Told the tat man your portrait is going on my ribs
That's on my kid never could I even fathom this
Nothing could never be the same again after this
I know somebody heard this and they was mad at this
But when you blameless you happy to keep it accurate
I'm that intense I'm that convinced that I know I'm right
These nightmares make it harder to sleep overnight
But when you waking up out of sleep you supposed to write
My spirit feeling disrupted this isn't poltergeist
I done called ancestors and all of my spirit guides
Cause you are flesh of my flesh and now I'm missing mine
And now mine missing miss me if you a dead beat
Screw they logic ion wanna know how your head think
Cause I got a daughter that's prolly gonna need therapy
And a baby momma that's telling people she scared of me
Damn

What you watching
Umm, umm babies
You watching babies
Uh huh
What you eating
Umm, rice and beans
Rice and beans
Um
Ok, I love you
I la you