De|com|pression - Suspended Lyrics

I met a girl
Feet on the ground, head in the clouds
She'd laugh before the punchline
And cry over spilt wine
We'd sit on her porch
I'd listen to her ramble in the morning sun
16 years old
Yet I felt more alive back then

Please keep me in check
Drowned in my own sorrow
These kisses in my neck
Will feel sore after tomorrow

I wish my head was light like yours
I wish my smile was bright like yours
I wish my breath was gone like yours

Please stop smiling
I'm dying over here
Please stop smiling
I'm trying to make it clear
Please stop smiling
Don't keep me suspended above you
Please stop smiling
Show me that it hurts for you too

She told me she was okay
I swear I believed her
She told me she was okay
"Just like me"

All that's left
Is the hair band she left on my floor
And the memory of that smile

I wish my head was light like yours
I wish my smile was bright like yours
I wish my breath was gone like yours