DEVILMXYCRY - Only If Lyrics

Playing games just to pass the time instead of getting high
Looking outside through the blinds, never sunlight
LED, bright, wrists scabbed from last night
Had a bitch calling on my line and I pressed declined
I'on wanna scrap for no change
Yeah, I like a bitch giving brains
But I'd rather be alone some days
I prefer no love, just hate
Niggas hate me anyways
Only thing that I can trust is in the blade and the pain
Counting days til I'm down six feet
Bitch down all on her knees
Worship me like a God
But I'm L, baby
I just think I'm just taking every loss
If you fall in love with me
You might just get cheated on
Honesty is not valued
They'd rather hear lies
Bipolar disorder with a God complex
Bitches with some BPD giving some the greatest necks
But what the fuck they want with me if I aint getting to the checks
Every month in the mud
Every day in the slumps
Pills are tempting me more
When the therapists wants me medicated
I be saying no
Boutta hit the 22 and I still feel Im all alone
I been working on this music
Contemplating should I off it in my 30's
Think I'm fucking joking, it ain't lowkey
Ion give a fuck if you know me
Before I fucking die Im killing enemies before me, nigga

Only if, only if I could rid my ignorance
Only bliss, only bliss is within a full clip
Only if, only if I could rid my ignorance
Only bliss, only bliss is within a full clip