Equalex - Hedrick Rd Lyrics

I can't tell you we're the same I
I can't tell you where the blame lies
I can't tell you where it's all gon' take you
Down a long hard road down a path where the dead lies
I just hit the gas and just blasted right on past
Every chance that I ever had left in the dust just like my dad
And I know that it ain't so bad but I can't help this feeling that
I'm hellbent on a broken path
I'm in a rut and I go so fast and I'm
Owning up to all my sins and yet again I'm paper thin
I'm shedding skin I'll make amends but in the end I'm not a friend
Even if I could go back and fix the shit I've done
I'd pick a path with a more deserving people to fuck
And even if I had the chance you know I think I'd just run
All I'd have to do is pack my bags and walk away from everyone

Walking down this road
I feel so empty so cold
I never wanted to be alone
This is far as I can go
I'm coming home
I'm coming home

Looking back at my years I haven't accomplished very much
Using my childhood tears as some sort of mental crutch
Shooken up by fears that used to have me feelin tied up
I'm the goofy kid that you called queer in jokes I was always the butt
But that's all in the past now was I supposed to last till now
With all this everlasting doubt life chews you up and spits you out
Enough to make you scream and shout a younger man would probably pout
But that ain't what life's about you pick you path and close your mouth
Looking up and looking down misplaced hate is all I found
Cry for help there is no sound pick yourself up off the ground
Make them see that pound for pound the man that they had tried to drown
Stayed unbound not broken down with logic sound and purpose now

Walking down this road
I feel so empty so cold
I never wanted to be alone
This is far as I can go
I'm coming home
I'm coming home

I wish that I could turn back the hands of time and start all over
Cause maybe then I'd get things right and even get some closure
I wouldn't hide everything inside instead I'd show her
But from the start we burned to bright just like a supernova
I'm on the brink of extinction I'm just a lonely stoner
The missing links a distinction of those three silent words
Shouts to the past who didn't last and he Dirty 3rd
To all the times and all the lines and all the lessons learned
Here's to the times we almost died drinking that Dirty bird
I got a lot I wanna say but I think it's best left unheard
Cause in the end we're never going back to the way it was
Those days are gone just like the homies chillin up above

Walking down this road
I feel so empty so cold
I never wanted to be alone
This is far as I can go
I'm coming home
I'm coming home