Evening Hallucinations, Demitri Medina - Relapse Lyrics

This addiction
It's got me on a leash, but
I can take it
At least until the sun comes
Up in the morning
And then I start to break
Think of all that's gone to waste
Think of every damn mistake
And I am sorry to my closest ones
I know this time I done fucked up
Passing to another life
Just so I can drown my luck
We could go to heaven
But it's hell that's filling up my cup
I wish you could just leave my bed
But nothing ever comes easy like fuck
But I'll try to make it through this day
I pray to god it's not too late
Cause everybody's waiting for me
All they want is one update
I guess it's just another day
That I'll have to procrastinate
If I could use it for one thing
I'd use it to lift all this weight cause
I can't spend every second of my life
Waiting for a high
Just so I can feel alive
I can't waste
All this time for just some bliss
When it's just a little bit
And I've got nothing left
I can't spend every second of my life
Waiting for a high
Just so I can feel alive
I can't waste
All this time for just some bliss
When it's just a little bit
And I've got nothing left
I don't wanna waste anymore
I'll do this till my bones get sore
If I fall down, let me drown
Till I'm out just so I can
Bounce back and feel more

This addiction
It's got me on a leash, but
I can take it
At least until the sun comes
Up in the morning
And then I start to break
Think of all that's gone to waste
Think of every damn mistake
And I am sorry to my closest ones
I know this time I done fucked up
Passing to another life
Just so I can drown my luck
We could go to heaven
But it's hell that's filling up my cup
I wish you could just leave my bed
But nothing ever comes easy like fuck
But I'll try to make it through this day
I pray to god it's not too late
Cause everybody's waiting for me
All they want is one update
I guess it's just another day
That I'll have to procrastinate
If I could use it for one thing
I'd use it to lift all this weight cause
I can't spend every second of my life
Waiting for a high
Just so I can feel alive
I can't waste
All this time for just some bliss
When it's just a little bit
And I've got nothing left
I can't spend every second of my life
Waiting for a high
Just so I can feel alive
I can't waste
All this time for just some bliss
When it's just a little bit
And I've got nothing left
I don't wanna waste anymore
I'll do this till my bones get sore
If I fall down, let me drown
Till I'm out just so I can
Bounce back and feel more