Exl - Pain Lyrics

I'm milking bongs so my Gaty be the the Milky Way
I'm passing buegs and I'm dropping while we passing jays
Seshing with mate and i don't even know his name
But lately ain't the same my life be going up in flames
You wonder why I can't be fucked any more
I wonder why I'm fucking drunk on the floor
I'm wondering where it all went wrong
But no more
Chilling ima kill em like I'm hitting a four
I been fucked off deez drugs from a young age
Depressed cunt numb the pain we let these buds blaze
Junkie cunt I thought I was past this stage
Coz life ain't free you could die on a Monday
I'm in pain
But I solder through
I don't give a fuck I say I told the truth
Letting go of the shotty for proof you are gonna lose
Put you in a grave coz I body the booth
I'm sitting thinking why the fuck am I alive
Chilling I'm my room doing nothing with my life
Spitting fucking beats and always getting fucking high
I won't be living on the streets I won't die alone to night

But I pack a cone
I'm in the dark on my own
Suicidal thoughts while I'm sparking a cone
It's the last thing I know
writing lines on my phone
I'm just chilling I'm just waiting when's my time to go
Idk i need to numb the pain
But at the swim time the pain is numb in a way
It's fucked up and there nothing you can say
I'm just sleep and dream about a razor blade
I'm just playing I'm not actually stressing
Anything can happen and that's another life lesson
Forget about the pain that I'm always addressing
I need fame for that shit I was always fucking destined