gonedark, LosingLucid - Lose Control Lyrics

Rain comes
Yeah the sky's been falling
Loose ends
Everyone's been falling out
I know
That I can't keep stalling
She's the only one
That can hold me down

If I fade away
I'm losing my mind again
If I pass out
Will you still hold my hand
Now she
Gotta let go again
Oh no
Got me checking my phone again

I can't sleep
And I can't eat
Lurking in the back memories
Won't fade away
I can't think
Know I might sink
Everything she do
Got me hung up in a craze

I've spent too many years
Riding in the backseat
While my friends pass me
I've shed so many tears
Hung up on her
But imma leave that girl in last week

Yeah I gotta go
Yeah I'm on a roll
Aye
I might lose control
Running out of dough
Aye
And that water's cold
But my modo is home
Aye
Imma go for broke
Imma go for broke

When you glance
While I'm looking in your eyes
When you talk
Got me caught in my lies
Yeah I fell so in love
Got me starstruck
And these chains won't break
Got me tied up

I know I gotta let go
Help me runaway
Been losing all of my hope
I still fight the pain
When you cry
And I know I lied
About all of those times
To myself
I lied

She got me crazy
Just know
I fuckin' love you babe
120 spacing out
Just wanna see her face
Lately everything's a blur
Might crash white
Like a wave
And as time flies by
I only think of her name

I've spent too many years
Riding in the backseat
While my friends pass me
I've shed so many tears
Hung up on her
But imma leave that girl in last week

Yeah I gotta go
Yeah I'm on a roll
Aye
I might lose control
Running out of dough
Aye
And that water's cold
But my modo is home
Aye
Imma go for broke
Imma go for broke

I don't see this picture in the same way
As I used to

I feel stuck
I feel up and out of luck
This time I feel it's out of love
Now I'm really out of reach
I never thought I was enough
The more I think about you and me
I die inside and lose everything
I asked for in this life and I can't go back

I've spent too many years
Riding in the backseat
While my friends pass me
I've shed so many tears
Hung up on her
But imma leave that girl in last week

Yeah I gotta go
Yeah I'm on a roll
Aye
I might lose control
Running out of dough
Aye
And that water's cold
But my modo is home
Aye
Imma go for broke
Imma go for broke