Illustrious - I'm Falling Apart Today Lyrics

I know that I need to get away from here
I sit here and my eyes are locked in on my shattered rear view mirror
I wonder what's the price and how long imma have to sit and wait here?
I picked apart the problems, what went wrong, so baby shed no tears
And I'll never make this mistake ever again
And I don't ever wanna feel a thing that'll hurt like this again

So stay far away
There's cracks in my skin
I am falling apart today
Don't know how much more I can take
All the pain
I'm sober but stuck in my ways
She won't stay
So get the fuck out of my way

I watched her walk out the front door
She packed up all her shit and she's out of here
She used to be the one that I adored
But I ain't say a thing if she ain't boutta hear
This bottle klonopin, it ain't solving my problems when I just pass out on the stu' floor
I started to fall again thinking I'm out of options
But I refuse to land where I was before
And I will never make this mistake, ever again
And I don't ever wanna feel a thing that'll hurt like this again

So stay far away
There's cracks in my skin
I am falling apart today
Don't know how much more I can take
All the pain
I'm sober but stuck in my ways
She won't stay
So get the fuck out of my way