Imfamouz Rage - The War Inside of Me Lyrics

My wardrobe is full of poison as I'm drowning in it
This war is making me feel like I could take my final breathe
I can't escape the feeling of being lied to by Death
Trying to convince me to cross over and sign over my soul
Saying that I could live eternally and not feel the pain
If only you could honestly feel this pain
It's not like you've been in the same boat as me
If you did you've have seen how these emotions are draining me

I've been so cold
With these nightmares
I've created on my own
I've been here before
I'm in a self influenced war
Breaking my silence
If only this was in balance
My emotions have been spiraling out of control
I'm left in the middle of my own war
And my emotions stay floating away from shore
If pain is all I feel I don't wanna feel this anymore

My wardrobe is full of poison as I'm drowning in it
This war is making me feel like I could take my final breathe
I can't escape the feeling of being lied to by Death
Trying to convince me to cross over and sign over my soul
Saying that I could live eternally and not feel the pain
If only you could honestly feel this pain
It's not like you've been in the same boat as me
If you did you've have seen how these emotions are draining me

Am I alone or am I truly awake
Or am I just a meer memory of your intake
If my heart is cold as ice
Would it hurt to me to lie
And say I'll be alright
I'm fighting with the enemies of my own
Breaking every bone in my chest
Feeling lost beyond my death
Breathing in my final breathe
It's only a matter of time before it kills me
I'm writing into my arm for self support
Keeping my emotions wrapped in a notebook
Every page full of the pain
Am I truly awake

My wardrobe is full of poison as I'm drowning in it
This war is making me feel like I could take my final breathe
I can't escape the feeling of being lied to by Death
Trying to convince me to cross over and sign over my soul
Saying that I could live eternally and not feel the pain
If only you could honestly feel this pain
It's not like you've been in the same boat as me
If you did you've have seen how these emotions are draining me

Breaking my silence so I can explain the pain
It's all written down in my black heart
I can't express how much it hurts to feel torn apart
If only you knew what I was feeling in my heart
It's bleeding out and it's killing me inside
Over and over again I feel dead inside
All the emotions of this pain
Don't make me feel like I am actually okay
I'm stuck in this war and I can't get out
I threw away the map to emotional support
And can't find it anywhere cause it's lost
All the times I tried to feel like I was before
It's only lead to my own war

My wardrobe is full of poison as I'm drowning in it
This war is making me feel like I could take my final breathe
I can't escape the feeling of being lied to by Death
Trying to convince me to cross over and sign over my soul
Saying that I could live eternally and not feel the pain
If only you could honestly feel this pain
It's not like you've been in the same boat as me
If you did you've have seen how these emotions are draining me