ImTrying - What's the point? Lyrics

I know they see it
Working as hard as I can
Tryna make this music into something
They can understand
Not a hobby but a lifestyle
Open windows to my heart
Call me Noah
Call my discography the new arc
My mark on the world
After everything's said and done
All the battles that I've fought
And the war I never won
Thought that
Light flickering inside of my head
Was the light that would lead to my death
My last breath

They say you work hard, You make it
But it really takes time and sweat and lots of patience
Never act big, stand tall, don't fall
No respawn
Working hella hard
Till I'm dead and gone
It's on and on
It's like it's never stopping
But this life is like straight line
Get old and end up rotting
End up in a coffin
Coughing on the smoke
Tryna die, feeling low
Getting high, living slow
Take your time, healing more
Need a medic, an anesthetic
Cause he don't wanna feel
Tryna leave the real
And sleep the day away
All alone in his room
And then he asked me what's the point, I said

I don't know but
I know I need you here
Cause at least that shits clear
Know you don't like it here
But the man in the mirror
Ain't as bad as you fear

I don't know but
I know I need you here
Cause at least that shits clear
Know you don't like it here
But the man in the mirror
Ain't as bad as you fear
No man in the mirror
Ain't as bad as you fear