J. M. Faupel - Abandoned Lyrics

I'm starting to feel
The weight of the world upon my shoulders
Got my foot inside the door
Trying to keep it from closing
But it's out of my reach
With this pressure bearing down and over me
A slave to my memory
How can this be

I thought I had a purpose to be standing every morning
Admiring all the days I'm looking at the sky hoping
That everything is gonna be alright
Maybe I'll start to see myself alright

I'm falling
Farther from the edge I go
I'm sinking in
I'm crawling
To a place that I call home

It's not so simple when the questions arise
The answers seem to run away
I must be out of my mind for thinking
That these questions ever really existed
That I ever stood a chance of understanding this myth of
Security, the absence of purity
The blind dedication to this world that was making me, had forsaken me
Now all that's left is to knot it tighter
Maybe then everything will work much better

I'm falling
Farther from the edge I go
I'm sinking in
I'm crawling
To a place that I call home

These dreams are damaging
They've abandoned me
They took everything
These screams are echoing
With an urgency
And it's killing me

I'm falling
Farther from the edge I go
I'm sinking in
I'm crawling
To a place that I call home