Jack Mortem - Day's Like This Lyrics

I use to cry myself to sleep back when I couldn't eat
After my mom couldn't defeat cancer
I use to cry myself to sleep after she left me
Couldn't stand on my two feet
Most days I wish I could take her place in the grave
Cause I feel like a slave and I hate it I feel jaded
But I'm more creative maybe one day I won't feel like I'm hated
From my family cause I'm the black sheep
All my brothers have degrees
And I'm ready to be on my own far from home
But I'm 25 living in living in my dad home
Praying that he kicks me out Cause I can't
Justify paying rent when I can live for free
Save money buy a yath or what ever else I want

Everyday I thank the universe that I'm alive
That I survived to fight another day

I use to cry myself to sleep back when I couldn't eat
After my mom couldn't defeat cancer
I use to cry myself to sleep after she left me
Couldn't stand on my two feet
Turned to drugs to defeat the pain no matter what I tried I could not stop the rain
Spent my days paranoid
That my dad was next had no faith had no faith had no faith in the lord
It's been ten years since my mom died
And I say I'm fine but that's not how I feel
Been ten years since my soul died
And I look alive but I'm dead on the inside

Everyday I thank the universe that I'm alive
That I survived to fight another day