Jordan Caesar - Infected! Lyrics

Why these niggas talkin' just to get a reaction?
Words don't hold power if their not followed by action
I speak with a voice that holds listeners captive
Paralyze the body while the brain remains active
They used to call me lame because I never did drugs
But I always felt drunk because I'm so out of touch
And I thought that was the case because it usually was
But when falling feels like flying, then it's usually love
You got all my niggas thinkin' that I'm losing my damn mind
'Cause now I ain't got time and always got hands tied
I don't even hangout because nigga I'm anti
That's antisocial, anti-vocal, anti-local, anti-global
I hate all this shit
Isolate myself, now I'll be damned if I fall from this
Empire I've spent years building but then I notice
Maybe it is too late. Maybe it is too late
A lot of niggas always just assume that I am noble
Like I'm a good kid and I don't got weapons at my disposal
I'll stretch your circle out and turn your fuckin squad to an oval
Trust me I do not play. My nigga, I do not play

Never get to flexin' with a pistol
Catch you on the wrong side
Do this for the old guys
And I know it's no time for starin' out the window
Running to the goal line
Niggas wanting yo' shine
But we pay 'em no mind
I know what I was meant fo'
Coming for the show lights
Living like a low life
Didn't know that whole time I'm ready for the end goal
At the starting line, I'm just waiting on your signal

I hope you never ask to meet my pops
If you did, I would probably lie and tell you that he's not
In the picture. Which I guess isn't totally false
I just don't want you to see that the man that has brought
Me into this world is crazy and then get this idea
That it is in my genetics and I may follow procedure
So I met your mom instead, but she doesn't seem eager
To ever meet me again. She saw right through my shit
I got this evil thing I do where I try to pretend
That my intentions are holy and I'm not covered in sin
Which is probably why I only choose the worst of friends
Which is probably why all of my relationships
With me being depicted
Without the light behind me
Paint my picture with dark colors and demons beside me
But you look at me with love and then those big eyes remind me
Maybe I can be saved. Maybe I can be saved
And I'm not talking 'bout scripture
Or the way God designed me
But how Keprea grabs my hand and then slowly she guides me
Through the tunnel until greeted by a light that is blinding
Maybe I'm being played. Maybe I'm being played

Never get to flexin' with a pistol
Catch you on the wrong side
Do this for the old guys
And I know it's no time for starin' out the window
Running to the goal line
Niggas wanting yo' shine
But we pay 'em no mind
I know what I was meant fo'
Coming for the show lights
Living like a low life
Didn't know that whole time I'm ready for the end goal
At the starting line, I'm just waiting on your signal