Jordyn - Patterns Lyrics

Sticks and stones
Leave some bruises and some scratches
But when truths are thrown
It's a different kind of damage
I always do the same shit
It don't make sense
It's like errything will be goin' great
I'm like "I don't fuck with this great shit"
And then, bang bang shots fired
Why me do it
She in the cross fire
And now she wounded
I take 5 steps smart, and
10 Steps stupid
This aint no new shit
I swear to God
I be doin' wrong
When I wanna do right
Bouta lose
A real one for my pride
It aint you
Girl these issues mine
And I ask myself why

Cause I'm addicted to the comfort of my own space
I can't seem to make shit go no further post chase
I can see me slippin' back into my old ways
I can see the, I can see the patterns
The patterns
My communication's spotty
I camouflage my feelins
Cause I won't get my stripes
If I dare expose the realness
These my patterns
I always sabotage what matters
Damn

Tell me what do you do
When you can see the train crashin'
But it's movin' hella fast
I'm tryna back track it
I know what I want and it's you
But, I got some thangs that I'm workin' through
Some holes in my heart that I'm searchin' through
Cause I'm hella far from the perfect dude
But, do you got the patience
Is it worth you waiting
Cause I'll apologize every day
Girl as long as I elevate
I'll take the stairs
I know my patterns
I don't do plaid but
I'll take the squares
I'll change the fabric
Update the status
I won't get stagnant
I'm changin' gears
Cause I swear
I be doin' wrong
When I wanna do right
Bouta lose
A real one for my pride
It aint you
Girl these issues mine
And I ask myself why

Cause I'm addicted to the comfort of my own space
I can't seem to make shit go no further post chase
I can see me slippin' back into my old ways
I can see the, I can see the patterns
The patterns
My communication's spotty
I camouflage my feelins
Cause I won't get my stripes
If I dare expose the realness
These my patterns
I always sabotage what matters
Damn