Leo Brown - Deja Vu Lyrics

Still pursuing to live my life in reverse
A hearse before birth I get to view the wickedness disperse
Innocence emerge from my heart this insolence vacates
Birth awaits me from a distance and so my choices are caitiff
Life of a native
Assembled by pain and trauma
Unsettled by my surroundings and so my mind is in a coma
Put my life in reverse obituaries for baby showers
Cemeteries as labor wards now
As we move towards the end umbilical cords reform
Lyrical skills deform
Lady Frere gangs disarm
It cost a leg and an arm to finally be at peace
So a Jesus piece on my neck is an accolade for endurance
Experience is posed to make men
It made me spin time with petty prayers bout my lifetime
Like may I see Xolani jump out his grave and breathe again
Conceal my thoughts with pain
So when this pen begins to sail my sorrows sink within this ink
Will I prevail or will I die
Before the hands of time can get a grip
I take a trip against time
I find myself in Lady Frere with no despair inside my heart
Without a tear on both my cheeks
With merely just a pen
I juxtapose what I suppose is paradise from present time
Away from every paradigm of what a pleasant life is
If I could move against time it would be something like this
Pain disintegrates and these icons plummet from grace
Put some life in Xolani and Mihle Ndabula's mom

Can't move forward so put my life in reverse
The scars on my face tell a story can you relate
My stars don't shine and my heartbeat is frail
So put my ass in a coffin and witness another sequel

Getting kinda hard to get by so we get high
Blow trees feel good that's the way out sitting at the crib
And I'm just hoping that I blow up