Lewis Knudsen - Myself Again Lyrics

I've been trying to be myself
Again
But it's hard to break the habits I learned
While studying in Pretending 101
And Pretension 210
Then by the time I started
Taking my core classes
I guess I was too far gone and beyond help
At least that's what you say
I forgot everything from those days
What a shame, what a waste
And now I'm starting over trying to
Be myself again
But it's hard to break the habits
It's so hard to break the habits of
Pretending to be someone else
For my whole life
My whole life
I'm having difficulty letting you get to know who is me
Afraid of the skeleton that might show through me
Try to stay on the surface don't swim too deep
You might not like me at the bottom of the me you see
You expect treasures, what if you find bones
If you expect diamonds what if you only find stones
This is why I sometimes feel nothing's what I've got
And why try to make something out of the everything I'm not
Can I really do this, show my whole disease
Release the information for you to do with as you please
No more
Kayfabe
Can I be myself again
But it's hard to break the habits
It's so hard to break the habits of
Pretending to be someone else
For my whole life
My whole life
Who am I trying to be
Is it me
Is it something I saw on TV when I was three
How would I know
How would I see
If none of this was me
Who am I trying to be
Is it me
Or just something I saw once in a magazine
How would I know
How could I see
How to be myself again
But it's hard to break the habits
It's so hard to break the habits of
Pretending to be someone else
For my whole life
My whole life
Try to be yourself again
I know, I know it's hard to break the habits
It's so hard to break the habits of
Pretending to be someone else
For our whole life
Oohh

I've been trying to be myself
Again
But it's hard to break the habits I learned
While studying in Pretending 101
And Pretension 210
Then by the time I started
Taking my core classes
I guess I was too far gone and beyond help
At least that's what you say
I forgot everything from those days
What a shame, what a waste
And now I'm starting over trying to
Be myself again
But it's hard to break the habits
It's so hard to break the habits of
Pretending to be someone else
For my whole life
My whole life
I'm having difficulty letting you get to know who is me
Afraid of the skeleton that might show through me
Try to stay on the surface don't swim too deep
You might not like me at the bottom of the me you see
You expect treasures, what if you find bones
If you expect diamonds what if you only find stones
This is why I sometimes feel nothing's what I've got
And why try to make something out of the everything I'm not
Can I really do this, show my whole disease
Release the information for you to do with as you please
No more
Kayfabe
Can I be myself again
But it's hard to break the habits
It's so hard to break the habits of
Pretending to be someone else
For my whole life
My whole life
Who am I trying to be
Is it me
Is it something I saw on TV when I was three
How would I know
How would I see
If none of this was me
Who am I trying to be
Is it me
Or just something I saw once in a magazine
How would I know
How could I see
How to be myself again
But it's hard to break the habits
It's so hard to break the habits of
Pretending to be someone else
For my whole life
My whole life
Try to be yourself again
I know, I know it's hard to break the habits
It's so hard to break the habits of
Pretending to be someone else
For our whole life
Oohh