Lil Happy Lil Sad - See the Sun Lyrics

Can't find me baby i'm gone
I'm just tryna lose myself in these songs
The road im on yeah i know it's long
And to this point i've gone alone
I don't need no one im on my own
But i got people depending on, me
So in the dark u can find me smokin
Ask if i'm okay, i start making music

Im tryna put the pieces all together
Its been too close to my face to see
And the family come first forever
I was too closed down in my heart to feel
I'm drivin too fast too much too high
What the fuck is wrong with me
I'm tryna fuck her too much all the time
It's somethin broken inside me and it love when i bleed

It's to a point i don't care if i crash when i speed
I could die an id leave happily
It's some shit i don't want to admit
Don't wanna burden my bitch or alert family
I can deal with the pain im a man leave me be
I just need see the sun sip a drink
Fuck my bih in the throat, stars out took a swim
In my dreams me my bro live like kings