Lil High Lil Low - I'm Always Threading the Needle Lyrics

This is is like Saosin
Taken on seven years
I've hurt you so much that now I fear that no matter what I do you'll shed tears
You make me feel like nobody that's why some days i'd rather just fucking disappear

When they say men don't cry
Know that's a lie
Cause its all the emotions
Just bottled up inside
My life isn't of your concern
So petty please don't be absurd
You better catch up or your quickly learn
Not to get caught up as the whole world fucking turns
Yuh
The light
At night
It shines on me
To see
If I see
The sea
A mark
So dark
A curse
Since birth
Placed on earth to only get buried in the dirt
My past life told me to always merk
So that's why ill never hurt
Alive? Bitch, you must be absurd
You must've heard that I died following the herd
When moving from town to town only to burn

This is like Saosin
Taken on seven years
I've hurt you so much that now I fear that no matter what I do you'll shed tears
You make me feel like nobody that's why some days i'd rather just fucking disappear

Seems like everything is falling all around me
Starting to think i'm really fucked in the brain
Why the fuck am I always thinking this way?
Am I really fucking going clinically insane?
It seems like I am because all I do is bring pain
Seems like hell always follows me every day
Everything contained to maintain myself from going up in flames
Trying to do good but cant change my old ugly ways
You just keep adding to the fire
And i'm not even stopping you
Seems my life is ready to expire
Cause I got nothing left to lose
Always eating the bottom of a tire
Cause I guess that's what I choose
That's why I always get higher
Cause I want to forget what I went though