Navigating the treacherous waters between life and death, these lyrics paint a haunting portrait of existential despair and self-medication. 💊 The recurring imagery of drowning and mountains represents the extreme highs and lows of addiction, while the speaker's casual acceptance of supernatural elements ("Shawty say my house is haunted, I say I don't give a fuck") reflects a nihilistic worldview. The Cinderella reference contrasts fairy tale escapism with harsh reality, as "glass slippers" appear alongside intoxication. Most striking is the paradoxical relationship with death - "every time that I die, I wake up" suggests both resilience and a trapped feeling of recurring suffering. Yet there's a strange comfort in the speaker's readiness to meet "the reaper," indicating both surrender and courage. The "SESH" references connect to both TeamSESH (the music collective) and drug sessions, while the swamp imagery establishes the toxic environment that both threatens and shelters the narrator. Despite the bravado in lines about having "the plug," an underlying loneliness emerges through questions like "Where ever did you go?" 🖤 The song ultimately captures the contradictory emotions of someone simultaneously fearing death yet finding the current reality equally unbearable.
