Madd Maxx - Forgive Lyrics

It's just my life man
You live & you learn
Don't ever judge a book by its cover man
June 5th Tuesday 1998
It seems like a regular day but everything had changed
It wasn't supposed to be this way think I was a mistake
I grew up with my family but that's just where I stayed
My mind's and my brothers shit was never just the same
They was on that wild shit but all I did was think
My mind turned grown by the time I was 8
I could understand the world but I couldn't get the hate
Why's he always yelling mom it's cause he had a drink
It's cause he couldn't take what the world put in his face
I never understood till today so I forgave
Have a smoke or a drink it's just a way to heal the pain
My whole life I tried to change
I always wanted different cause I couldn't take the same
Momma I love you and dad it's okay
Now I realize life won't always go your way
Used to stay up late pray with tears in my face
Hoping shit could change and my life will be great
All my life I tried to change
Momma I love you and dad it's okay
Father I forgive you
Ma I’m sorry for the issues
My visions come and go but the dream stayed the same
I cannot be regular I gotta make a change
I gotta find a way out this house and make it safe
I gotta help my brothers cause I know they feel like me
I was born to get money gotta figure out which way
Written in the stars so you know it’s meant to be
Cut off my relationship it could be a mistake
But I need to go alone need some time to just think
It's just me and the lord I like to sit and conversate
I can almost hear him whisper child it’s okay
Just keep doing your thing you gon realize one day
That all the fuckin pain molded you to be great
No one lived your life so there’s no way they could see
All the blessings in disguise like a mask on pain
They was never around when you hopped the A train
They was never there when you had nothing to eat
They was never there for your first blunt to the face
They say I did drugs all I did was concentrate
The world's full of hate gotta look the other way
I can never doubt myself yeah that’s the only way
My whole life I tried to change
I always wanted different cause I couldn't take the same
Momma I love you and dad it's okay
Now I realize life won't always go your way
Used to stay up late pray with tears in my face
Hoping shit could change and my life will be great
All my life I tried to change
Momma I love you and dad it's okay
Father I forgive you
Ma I’m sorry for the issues
Couldn't take the shit you do
But I know just what you been through

It's just my life man
You live & you learn
Don't ever judge a book by its cover man
June 5th Tuesday 1998
It seems like a regular day but everything had changed
It wasn't supposed to be this way think I was a mistake
I grew up with my family but that's just where I stayed
My mind's and my brothers shit was never just the same
They was on that wild shit but all I did was think
My mind turned grown by the time I was 8
I could understand the world but I couldn't get the hate
Why's he always yelling mom it's cause he had a drink
It's cause he couldn't take what the world put in his face
I never understood till today so I forgave
Have a smoke or a drink it's just a way to heal the pain
My whole life I tried to change
I always wanted different cause I couldn't take the same
Momma I love you and dad it's okay
Now I realize life won't always go your way
Used to stay up late pray with tears in my face
Hoping shit could change and my life will be great
All my life I tried to change
Momma I love you and dad it's okay
Father I forgive you
Ma I’m sorry for the issues
My visions come and go but the dream stayed the same
I cannot be regular I gotta make a change
I gotta find a way out this house and make it safe
I gotta help my brothers cause I know they feel like me
I was born to get money gotta figure out which way
Written in the stars so you know it’s meant to be
Cut off my relationship it could be a mistake
But I need to go alone need some time to just think
It's just me and the lord I like to sit and conversate
I can almost hear him whisper child it’s okay
Just keep doing your thing you gon realize one day
That all the fuckin pain molded you to be great
No one lived your life so there’s no way they could see
All the blessings in disguise like a mask on pain
They was never around when you hopped the A train
They was never there when you had nothing to eat
They was never there for your first blunt to the face
They say I did drugs all I did was concentrate
The world's full of hate gotta look the other way
I can never doubt myself yeah that’s the only way
My whole life I tried to change
I always wanted different cause I couldn't take the same
Momma I love you and dad it's okay
Now I realize life won't always go your way
Used to stay up late pray with tears in my face
Hoping shit could change and my life will be great
All my life I tried to change
Momma I love you and dad it's okay
Father I forgive you
Ma I’m sorry for the issues
Couldn't take the shit you do
But I know just what you been through