Marjhae - Reflection Lyrics

C'mon
I need you
You claim that I'm far away
You claim
You claim that I'm far away, I pray for a better day
I can't even fathom, my mind is in another place
I don't understand or wanna plan another way
Hoping we could land our differences face to face
I struggle from place to place
Pray the judge will rest my case
Hurt from what my sister did
Why my heart is filled with pain
Hard for me trust someone
Thinking that I'm good, I'm straight
I worry about my mom
It breaks my heart to see her face
When I got arrested, she broke down immediately
Knew she was afraid
Hoping that the bad cop ain't do nothing to me
Since my sibling do the most
Try to get me out the way so I try to play it safe
Can't disclose out too much info
Watching how I'm wording shit
Before they try to send for
Me
As I'm coping with my feelings for my mental
I always try to keep a peace of mind, keep it simple
And be civil
Woah
You know I, You know I, you know I
Women love my energy
Them niggas hate and envy me
That talk behind my back shit is something
That can never be
An issue that's on my side
Them niggas like my family
The type of shit we going through
I'm praying for my nigga T
I'm wishing we could go back
To summer '16
Bumping to some throwbacks and smoking good weed
Linking Dev while I rap and talking big dreams
But I fled off just to go and treat a thot like a queen
Truth be told
I wanted to go back and redeem
Blinded by my feelings, was attached, and a feign
Never thought the worse of it could happen to me
But I guess it was the part in life
I crash and I bleed
But
What doesn't kill me makes me stronger
I'm on go and I'll go longer
Sometimes I fantasize shit sometimes I wonder
How I keep from going under
How I keep from going under
Going under
Going under
Going under

C'mon
I need you
You claim that I'm far away
You claim
You claim that I'm far away, I pray for a better day
I can't even fathom, my mind is in another place
I don't understand or wanna plan another way
Hoping we could land our differences face to face
I struggle from place to place
Pray the judge will rest my case
Hurt from what my sister did
Why my heart is filled with pain
Hard for me trust someone
Thinking that I'm good, I'm straight
I worry about my mom
It breaks my heart to see her face
When I got arrested, she broke down immediately
Knew she was afraid
Hoping that the bad cop ain't do nothing to me
Since my sibling do the most
Try to get me out the way so I try to play it safe
Can't disclose out too much info
Watching how I'm wording shit
Before they try to send for
Me
As I'm coping with my feelings for my mental
I always try to keep a peace of mind, keep it simple
And be civil
Woah
You know I, You know I, you know I
Women love my energy
Them niggas hate and envy me
That talk behind my back shit is something
That can never be
An issue that's on my side
Them niggas like my family
The type of shit we going through
I'm praying for my nigga T
I'm wishing we could go back
To summer '16
Bumping to some throwbacks and smoking good weed
Linking Dev while I rap and talking big dreams
But I fled off just to go and treat a thot like a queen
Truth be told
I wanted to go back and redeem
Blinded by my feelings, was attached, and a feign
Never thought the worse of it could happen to me
But I guess it was the part in life
I crash and I bleed
But
What doesn't kill me makes me stronger
I'm on go and I'll go longer
Sometimes I fantasize shit sometimes I wonder
How I keep from going under
How I keep from going under
Going under
Going under
Going under