Missile Society - Stay Alive Lyrics

I'm finding a way to keep the death on my face
To enlighten your head with the thought of the end
With a lump in your throat and the taste of revenge

You got everything you wanted
I got comfortable with falling
It takes everything I've got to stay alive
I hold hope inside my coffin
One rose, as wilted as I'm rotten
It's all anyone can try to stay alive

And if you want, put me on trial
Empty thoughts and sweet denial
Carry on this schoolyard romance
Drink till I'm sick to my stomach
Fall asleep to spins and bile
Happy pills and empty bottles
Drown my heart with endless ocean
Lost at sea, alone and broken