Nbd., Amber Louise - Ache Lyrics

Trying to find a good place to start
Why do I say I'm happy when I'm not?
Take it on, it still falls apart
Just like the void in my heart
Every time I stare at the sky
It seems that my mind gets consumed by the night
Wishes now untangled, handled
By the way of up high, I'm just unliked
I'm not a favorite, never was, never will be
Can't even let myself see what I have been
This ache is out of control
And I can't hold onto the meaning of my dream
The light is in my hands, but glowing a dim hue
Just like that my eyes also shine blue
I'm there, but I still can't reach you
Surely there must be more for me to do
Ooh
Every time I stare at the sky
It seems that my mind gets consumed by the night
Wishes now untangled, handled
By the way of up high, I'm just unliked
I'm not your favorite, never was, never will be
Can't even let myself see what I have been
This ache has begun to control me
And the meaning of my dream

Trying to find a good place to start
Why do I say I'm happy when I'm not?
Take it on, it still falls apart
Just like the void in my heart
Every time I stare at the sky
It seems that my mind gets consumed by the night
Wishes now untangled, handled
By the way of up high, I'm just unliked
I'm not a favorite, never was, never will be
Can't even let myself see what I have been
This ache is out of control
And I can't hold onto the meaning of my dream
The light is in my hands, but glowing a dim hue
Just like that my eyes also shine blue
I'm there, but I still can't reach you
Surely there must be more for me to do
Ooh
Every time I stare at the sky
It seems that my mind gets consumed by the night
Wishes now untangled, handled
By the way of up high, I'm just unliked
I'm not your favorite, never was, never will be
Can't even let myself see what I have been
This ache has begun to control me
And the meaning of my dream