Neonblack, Cameron Toy - Disconnected Lyrics

Disconnected
I don't feel affected
I don't see the light
Disconnected
I don't feel affection
All I see is lies

I don't need your sympathy
You do it for your vanity
You do it for the eyes
You deny reality
You do it with your piety
No one's watching in the skies
I feel so alone
Disconnected I don't know
What I gotta do to make things feel right
Somehow I just froze
It's not something that I chose
I don't always want to be that guy

Disconnected
I don't feel affected
I don't see the light
Disconnected
I don't feel affection
All I see is lies

I'm a sad bitch
That much is obvious
No dreams of being rich
I fail at everything
I made some bad impressions
Traded logic for these logic sessions
Can't hire therapist
To help with my depression
Sometimes I think if I were happy that would wash away my entire essence
Disconnected, feeling discombobulated
Am I hated? All my hatred
Aimed at me
I'm my only enemy
Wish I had a friend in me

Disconnected
I don't feel affected
I don't see the light
Disconnected
I don't feel affection
All I see is lies

I am not real
I am not real and you are not here
And deep in the fuzz between radio stations
This song it is somewhere
My voice carried from here
But what does that mean then?
If I disappear am I still around?
Am I haunting you? Do we talk more now?
Could've blown my mind, and could've made the grade
Hesitation, going blank
Horns blaring out and flaring up as the light it changes
And I am not real
At least until my hand's over the flame
And I felt rage once
Please take me back there, just take me somewhere
And I am not real
(Until these words make it to your ear)
And I am not here
(Until I'm)

Disconnected
I don't feel affected
I don't see the light