Neonblack - I Been Feeling Lyrics

All my life I've been on guard
Like soldiers made of terracotta
I'm forgotten
Buried in the ground
I never got no pardon
I've been haunted
By so many visions
I think I should probably
Throw out all my issues
Like I'm hoarding several years of manga
Hold wait a minute
Starting to feel like ghost
Yusuke got his life back
No one showed me the ropes
Still, you see me out here
Like I'm feeling the most
Think I've had enough
Can I complain to the host
Oh my
No God
No lie
Facade
I think I might have lost my mind
Spilling while I'm rapping
Someone refill my cup
Crying while I'm laughing
I think I might erupt

I been feeling dizzy homie
Woe is on me
I've been lonely
Drinking drinking drinking
Maybe that fills me up
I been feeling hella sorry
No tomorrow
Drown my sorrows
Stacking stacking stacking
I just can't measure up

Living out my body
Saying howdy
To my demons
I've been feeling rowdy
Don't think I should spread my semen
Disassociating
And I'm losing all my patience
Tonight I make decisions I know I can't escape from
Hold up wait a minute man I might just be invisible
Emotions on my sleeve no one ask me if I'm feeling good
I don't really drink but the whiskey really hit the mood
Chilling in the house for a week think I'm Escobar

I been feeling dizzy homie
Woe is on me
I've been lonely
Drinking drinking drinking
Maybe that fills me up
I been feeling hella sorry
No tomorrow
Drown my sorrows
Stacking stacking stacking
I just can't measure up
I been feeling dizzy homie
Woe is on me
I've been lonely
Drinking drinking drinking
Maybe that fills me up
I been feeling hella sorry
No tomorrow
Drown my sorrows
Stacking stacking stacking
I just can't measure up

I do not know what happiness is (Same)
Trapped in my mind I did not ask to live (Same)
Need a rewind
Like it's erased
Can't even swim I would drown in the lake
Drown in my thoughts and I smile cuz I'm fake
Someone call E!
Ay, yeah we out here coping
Ignoring my depression
I don't ever sleep and I never learn my lesson
Feel like a Smith and Wesson
Blow at any moment
Think I lost my mind I just hope that no one notice
I ain't really drinking
I'm just taking sips and
Yeah my speech is slurring
But you ain't have to say that

I been feeling dizzy homie
Woe is on me
I've been lonely
Drinking drinking drinking
Maybe that fills me up
I been feeling hella sorry
No tomorrow
Drown my sorrows
Stacking stacking stacking
I just can't measure up