Papa Sleep, Biv - The Life & Times of Candace Newmaker Lyrics

I don't wanna be reborn
Always been a quitter
I don't wanna see you anymore
I don't wanna be reborn
Always been a quitter
I don't wanna see you anymore
I don't wanna be reborn
Always been a quitter
I don't wanna see you anymore
I don't wanna be reborn
Always been a quitter
I don't wanna see you anymore

Part of me still holding on
Part of me can't even move on
Part of me knows that I'm not strong
I been getting so sick of speaking in these metaphors
I been wrapped inside a blanket hoping that I'll end up as a better person
Suffocating on intrusive thoughts I wasn't meant to make no friends and live alone I always been surrounded by the people that I don't love
Don't care about
Don't want staring at me in a cage when I just stepped on the key
When I know that you never liked being free
Bugs in my skin keep on screaming at me
Playing with the house we built on matches
Light one up
Stuff it in my mattress
I'm the only audience in a world made of actors
Laughing all alone in the theatre cause I know that I don't matter

I don't wanna be reborn
Always been a quitter
I don't wanna see you anymore
I don't wanna be reborn
Always been a quitter
I don't wanna see you anymore
I don't wanna be reborn
Always been a quitter
I don't wanna see you anymore
I don't wanna be reborn
Always been a quitter
I don't wanna see you anymore
I don't wanna be reborn
Always been a quitter
I don't wanna see you anymore
I don't wanna be reborn
Always been a quitter
I don't wanna see you anymore

Just like commission that's keeping me distant
Just like the cellular keeping me kicking
It's wasted away, got it packed in the feeling
All my love getting stacked to the ceiling
Look up to you, but I hate my decisions
Hating my interests
You just care bout all the systems
The money, the victim
Just constantly bitchin
Can't even see what you missing
But it's like that, got it
Fuck your fake smile, I'ma pocket
All that I lost on my conscience
All you ever wanted was the profit
Keep my mental tied up and locked it

I don't wanna be reborn
Always been a quitter
I don't wanna see you anymore
I don't wanna be reborn
Always been a quitter
I don't wanna see you anymore
I don't wanna be reborn
Always been a quitter
I don't wanna see you anymore