People You Meet Outside of Bars - august 31st, late Lyrics

How do I deal with the questions
The ones that I have, that your friends have for me
How do I process perceptions
The ones that I have vs. ones from the stories

Where can I find any answers
Am I predisposed to particular cancers
Am I at risk for addiction
Should I have more guidelines or tighter restrictions

Am I all of the things that I hated in you
If I had a kid, would they cut me out too
Would they be justified, or should they have tried
A little bit harder to work some things through

How do I deal with the comments
On the web from your friends, in the web of our lives
How can I be something honest
If they want to delve right down into our archives

Where can I find out about you
Am I something molded, or something brand new
Am I at risk for obsession
Should I talk to someone about my discretions

Am I all of the things that I hated in you
If I were cut off, would I stalk someone too
Would I be justified, or should I have tried
A little bit harder to see from their view

Do you think that I was unfair
Do you know why I did what I had to do
Did you not think, or just not care
Or misunderstand why I couldn't see you

Are you a monster, or am I
Can i be mad you didn't even try
To respect the space I was buildin'
I need to know which one of us was the villain

What was it like to grow up like you did
How badly was your life fucked up by your kid
Would I be justified if I say I tried
As hard as I could not to be too rabid