PLASTICBOYFREND - WAKE UP Lyrics

Got no got no expectations anymore
Everyday, something new is wrong
Not surprised anymore

I know no one will listen to my shit
So i wrote this song
Waking up feeling like shit
Comes like winter, every year
It's a normal thing to feel like this
Every year, I just wanna disappear
Feel like I wanna jump off the window
Wish there was no tomorrow

"Smoking a sobranie with Croakie"

You were playing with my feels
I'm still not over you, still
Just like others I just wanna chill
I know I can't, still
All these bills
And "It'll be alright, it'll"
I got my drugs and pills
Friends be like "It'll be alright, it'll"

Wake up alone,
miss those buzz sounds on my phone
I just wanna stay home
Everythings gone
And I just wanna stay home

Wake up Alone
Waking up feeling like shit
Depression comes like winter, every year
Now It's a normal thing to feel like this
I say to myself "It'll be alright, it'll"

"Smoking a sobranie with Croakie"

Sweet lovely death i am waiting for your breath
I make sure my mind's tripping, but my eyes can't stop falling
But my mind can't stop thinking
I can't stop, can't stop drinking bout you

How bout we start everything again new
I wish I was kissing you instead of missing you
I still go the places we used to go
Miss the times ''
Twas just me and you
You turned my pills blue

I guess my memory is full
Someday this pain will be useful
Maybe it's time to start deleting maybe that's why my systems not working
I just wanna reset me

Don't know if I should
Be happy or sad now
I'm addicted to the pain
You are just a memory
Cuz pain is the only memory

I have of you, and it's masterful
Just a masterpiece, is what you are to me
Cause you don't cross my mind
You on it all the time
Just make memories as long as you're mine

Like the month of December
Beautiful and cold
As far as I remember
We spent days together, a minute without her feels like forever
I love you and I am scared I always will