Seth Fonda - Moneyball Lyrics

I've Become jaded in all the worst ways
And yet I still have everything to say
What stays to my mind now leaves with out trace
Maybe I think about it all just way too much
It used to be so fun
We'd laugh and we play
Now my life consists of how I can be saved
Whether I realized or not I have changed
Aside from the dimming look that lies upon my face

My feet underneath myself
My feet underneath myself
Where do I go from here on out

I'm not tryna reinvent
I'm not tryna reinvent
I'll lose it all

My life doesn't feel like mine
My life doesn't feel like mine
How do I know I'll figure it out

I stop and I feel it
Smelling the roses
All that their doing is
Holding me back

All in a moment it's never the same
And hope I'll get to fall right my place
Theres much to be grateful
But damnit its hard
When my sanity is always out the way
Something I can't snap out
That angers replaced
And I hold on to it every single day
And at the lowest numb from the start
How do I find my way home