Shiki XO - DUST Lyrics

She stays up all night on the phone with me
I wanna go to sleep, but i'm so bad at saying no

I guess you want me to hurt you
I'm sorry, i know i don't deserve you
At that party, when you left early
I knew that this wasn't working

Less and less, there's nothing left
I feel my heart beat out my chest
I'm so depressed, she gets undressed
I don't want to
And i'm too scared to tell you how i feel
But i care too much, and i fuck things up
I'm sorry, i don't wanna lose your trust
But i'm scared of love, i'm gonna tear it up
Into a million little pieces in the air like dust

How'd i break your heart on accident
Was caught in avarice
I keep coughing up poison
My lungs are black as shit
I know you're better off when i'm gone
I know i been steady fucking up
I know i'm wrong
But baby, why you running right back
I'm so bad for you, i guess you like that
I tell you these sick sick things, you just cry back
And i don't wanna be the one to break your heart
But i guess i'll do what i have to
Living through the glass, baby tell me that i'm see-thru
I'll never be enough, it's probably better if i leave you
My heart too big for my body, i got a green hue
Save yourself and leave me bleeding in the greenroom

Less and less, there's nothing left
I feel my heart beat out my chest
I'm so depressed, she gets undressed
I don't want to
And i'm too scared to tell you how i feel
But i care too much, and i fuck things up
I'm sorry, i don't wanna lose your trust
But i'm scared of love, i'm gonna tear it up
Into a million little pieces in the air like dust