Somecallmewale - r/attachment_theory Lyrics

He's one that wants love everyday
But don't get too close cah he might run away
Dreams of love like each and everyday
But don't get too close cah he might run away

He's one that wants love everyday
But don't get too close cah he might run away
Dreams of love like each and everyday
But don't get too close cah he might run away

Fearful avoidant truth is, I don't get it
Checking if other niggas shared the same thing on reddit
Neglected my need for space I never said it
Now I'm deactivating, peak for lack of patience

Isn't it? I'm chilling in limerence
I was loving 'em vigorous till I drowned in indifference
Thats a lie cause I would spiral, hate myself for the difference
Asking why do I flip like this?
Why do I run away?

Afraid of a sunny day, my love wants a get away
Vehicle of escapism you lead me to better days
Depression my GM, your love be my Chevrolet
I wish but I'm still closed off by the shit that I never say

I wish I could turn it off, and save for another day
Kill switch the brain, that's a cognitive cabriolet
But life is a hard knock, and Wale's a hard top
So music is my therapy, I let the feelings out when the bars drop

He's one that wants love everyday
But don't get too close cah he might run away
Dreams of love like each and everyday
But don't get too close cah he might run away

He's one that wants love everyday
But don't get too close cah he might run away
Dreams of love like each and everyday
But don't get too close cah he might run away

Man I ain't used to this intimate, I'm new to this intimate
Truth is, growing up I never knew what this intimate felt like
So all I'd do is dream of the intimate
Young child wonders what it means to be intimate, like

Is it in the conversation that they engage in?
Sexual relations monogamous arrangements?
Swapping sides with your wife when you're walking on pavement?
Or the trust to share your life when you're contemplating taking it?

Like what was I after?
I was jealous of my friends 'cause they could laugh with their fathers
And be themselves in the living room
We had ours separated, us and them were in a different room
Imagine growing up thinking your parents just want rid of you

But that's life I guess, man it is what it is
Telling myself that I'd never do this shit to my kids
And its crazy, 'cause for so long I thought I was good and I was calm
But now the closeness that I wanted makes me ring up the alarm, cah

He's one that wants love everyday
But don't get too close cah he might run away
Dreams of love like each and everyday
But don't get too close cah he might run away

He's one that wants love everyday
But don't get too close cah he might run away
Dreams of love like each and everyday
But don't get too close cah he might run away

Taking my time to know
That the blame and the fault lies with me
And my desire to run away

Brings tears to my eyes to know
That the blame and the fault lies with me
And my desire to run away