Soul Stainless, Karlos Jones - Broken Lyrics

I wonder if being a sad loner gives you more raw materials to form song ideas
Is that where creativity comes from? From sad biz

(Have you ever been like)
Don't wanna live, don't wanna die (and you)
Don't wanna give up but my life's a lie (you be like)
Too afraid to check what's on the inside and guess it's
For the best. (well I'm no longer tryna hide it, this an)

Anthem for the broken. You're not alone. No matter
Where you're at I'm swearin that you're not alone. Sometime the
House I'm in is not a home. I meditate on
Everything feeling more complex than Roman texts featuring the
Illest tomes written. You was with the bros. I was
Frozen in an ocean of my inner woes, hoping I could
Grow but yo you gotta know you can't if you don't change
So strange put my freaking soul on a ghost train
Hate to say it but I became deranged, shameless
My aim was fame didn't wanna remain nameless
I gained some chains and hanged with stains before I
Morphed and changed my whole name to soul stainless, I was
dropping diss tracks got distracted, lacked
Wisdom back then but this black kid was writing
Slick back when he didn't make his own beats, I
Know these sounds cuz they sound so lonely, so

Take me to the ends of the earth, and show me how this
Unconditional love thing works, I'm hurt, I'm
Broken. I can't get myself back together
But if you ask me man I've never been better, so please
Take me to the ends of the earth, and show me how this
Unconditional love thing works, I'm hurt. You told
Me we were homies so why I'm still so lonely
You see me everyday and yet you still don't know me

Sometimes I
Hate love, wish I didn't feel no more
I lay awake up late cuz I feel so ignored, picking apart
Every exchange in my brain, making a
Migraine, please don't go M.I.A., I'm afraid
Sorry I suck I wasn't taught how a man be
I learned to be the way I am and ain't got a plan B
Sometimes I hate myself because these women reject me
And when I'm at my lowest all these chickens wanna peck me, but duck
Cuz if you do you better hide the bread, I might ignite the nu
Stove bubble up some oil and I'll fry ya leg
This type of dread mess up my head at night, It's like I'm
Hype enough to fight it's like I'm dead inside, heavily buried alive
In a state where real doesn't separate from lies
Time flies, I was just wanting a disguise, to
Hide in, and Satan wanna know if I'm ride or die
I chose neither, I was born for the sky, God

Take me to the ends of the earth, and show me how this
Unconditional love thing works, I'm hurt, I'm
Broken. I can't get myself back together
But if you ask me man I've never been better, so please
Take me to the ends of the earth, and show me how this
Unconditional love thing works, I'm hurt, You told
Me we were homies so why I'm still so lonely
See me everyday, still don't know me, my soul sing like