The Parody, Childishdizzy - Alone Lyrics

I'm stuck in a cell
Just Me and no one else
I felt so alone
No place to call home

I felt so elected
To finally be accepted
It felt so majestic
Till I got rejected

Listen why did you have to go
The drugs let you out of control
You left my heart so cold
This little story needs to be told
Thats not what hurt most
Im just fourteen years old
I don't have a hand to hold
Thats why I feel so alone

Now I'm living with my aunt
Is this one big taunt
And it don't feel like home
Cuz I miss my old throne

And my one and only friend
I miss her so dearly
Emotions is one big blend
Cuz I only see her yearly

Every time that I come to visit
I remember all the old times
And your nice sweet eyes
Till I see your shrine

It feels like I'm dronwing
While at the same time I'm frowning
So once again I need you to be my friend
Don't leave me alone

You were walking down the highway
When this bitch told you were going down the wrong way
And you were cuz you didn't pay attention
And now I'm sitting in detention
Looking at my reflection
Deciding what to do my life
But you ain't here to help
Don't know when to get a wife
So now I'm just all night long looking on yelp

This shit is driving me insane
Its all getting to my dawn brain
Its like I want to end my life
But I ain't got to be like my mom
who didn't even do it right
She did it the painful way
She used me and thru her life away
I'm all cover in dirt
This shit couldn't get worse

I don't even have a job
Can't help out with rent
Can't see thru all this fog
Sitting on a log
In the middle of the forest
Watch out hun
Look at what you've done

I don't know if your real or fake
Can't trust a thing you say
Every time you say something its different
I just don't want to be bitchen

Listen why did you have to go
The drugs let you out of control
You left my heart so cold
This little story needs to be told
Thats not what hurt most
Im just fourteen years old
I don't have a hand to hold
Thats why I feel so alone

Ay, that was my sister
What she did to you tell it to me mister
She had a daughter
Who needed her help
Struggles to get water

And she struggles out on the street
Cuz nobody told me anything
She was out there all alone
With no place to call home

You stupid ass bitch
Go die in a ditch
While sucking a dick
You dumb ass prick

Listen you don't know what done
Stop threatening me with yo gun
You used to be her Ex hun
But this mutha Fuckin war has just begun