Weird Jesus - Dust Lyrics

I did that thing again you know the one you said you hate me for
You knew I'd never learn that's just one reason that you made for the door
I hate that you were right and I hate waking up on the floor
But when the pain comes back I'm gonna have to do some more

There's not enough dust in this town to pick me up when I go down
But I'm not gonna lie I'm still gonna try it anyway
It's no surprise I'm not ok
I'm just another walking cliche
Another addict to sadness pretending not to love the pain
While running right back again

You did that thing again
The one you know I love you for
When you were my best friend
Now it doesn't mean a thing anymore
And I cannot defend myself for how I was to you
Some wounds just will not mend
And some things you can't undo

There's not enough dust in this town
To pick me up when I go down
But I'm not gonna lie
I'm still gonna try it anyway
It's no surprise I'm not ok
Just another walking cliche
Just another addict to sadness pretending not to love the pain
While running right back again