Wesley Jamison - Do I? Lyrics

Its been awhile
Since I ain't seen you
Not even sure
It really was you
It might've been
The indigo to your blue
But If it was you
I expected more
She expected less
Or the other way around
Caught up in some mess
My mind's nowhere to be found
Am I even looking
Might be running
Away
Covering
My eyes and ears, playing

Do I even need you?
Do I even need you?
Do I?
Do I even need you?
Do I?
Do I even need you?
Do I?
Do I?

Sometimes I cut myself
Walking into the mirage
Of your opened arms
That deception
Keeps me going forward
Feeds my inspiration
Needs I been having
More physical than spiritual
I trick
Weak minds
Just to get mine
They be
Looking at me like they just found
You, disappear like an illusionist
Don't we say that ignorance is bliss?
I'm scared of you (I'm scared of you)
This ain't a diss
More like self defense
So many gave themselves to you
And failed to be happy, cause you're
Often deadly
Stay away from me
I'd rather be lonely
Cause
She just wants that idea of me
She'll never be in you with me

Do I even need you?
Do I?
Do I even need you?
Do I?
Do I even need you?
Do I?
Do I?
Do I?