Where's the Lighter - Land of Despair Lyrics

Picture for my eyes
What are you tryna hide
Past the painted lies
There are no more blue skies
Picture what we'd be sitting in the mango tree
I can't recall where we were before
Paper tears
You see the wear
This is not the usual perception
It's in the air
They don't care
You are looking at the land of despair
These painted pictures decide what I see of the world
Can't even tell what is true or false anymore
There is no reason to find in this absurd universe
Can't even tell if I am real anymore