Wilted Flower - Beautiful, but Bleak Lyrics

And I feel like I was broken
That day back in October
When you said you didn't love me
But you couldn't explain why

And maybe it'll change
But maybe I won't
It's time to live faster
But still die slow
But still young
Oh how I wish to die young
Oh how I wish to die young

I can no longer see
And I can barely speak
The words get stuck more than usual
And I am far too weak
To finish any sentence
Or write any more words
When no one wants to listen
When I am never heard

And once again it's 2 am
Unable to fall asleep
I slept until 2 pm again
Because I couldn't face this week

The wind is howling at my window
It's beautiful but bleak
And maybe that's all it was ever meant to be
Maybe that's all we were ever meant to be
Maybe that all I was ever meant to be
Not beautiful just bleak
Not beautiful just bleak
Not beautiful just bleak
Not beautiful just bleak
Not beautiful just bleak