XOTHISGIRLISACURSE - RAIN Lyrics

Let's try that again-

Even as I sober up, rain keeps me awake
Lyin' in my bed with a stomach ache

Even as I sober up, rain keeps me awake
I feel the nausea coming and the house, it starts to shake

One, two-

Feelin' kinda vague and I don't know what to say
So I'll leave it to interpretation, just give me your validation
Memories of sadness, can't contain the madness
Burned my feet on the walk back home just so I don't feel alone

Woah-oh-oh, woah-oh-oh
Thought we turned our house into a home.

Days turn into weeks and I feel like we don't speak
Our hearts are saddened by the story
Two dumb kids brought down from glory
It was fun playing house, pretending like I'm your spouse
Get all drunk up to numb the pain
We know it's fine, love's just a game

And what a shame, a sick little game
Here we are again, still in love and still in pain.

Skates slung over my shoulder, I sniffled and shuddered
I can't hear you over music in my ears, static in my brain
I think I may have gone insane

Burned my feet on the walk back home, if I can call it that
Memories come flooding back as I walk up to the doorstep
Don't think I can make it, can't tell if your waiting
Oh I fear I'm suffocating

And what a shame, a sick little game
Yeah we're still in love and still in pain
A sick little game, here we are again
Still in love and still...

Okay now, I'm sitting out here on the doorstep
And I don't think this is worth it
Feeling like I'm chasing death
And I can't fucking catch my breath

Blood runs down my leg, can't feel the pain
It's all the same, love's just a game
Find your calm in the pounding rain.