YHKAdrian - August 7th Lyrics

I ain't never had no father figure now the time keep passing by
Really I'm just only like 19 and I ain't living right
I ain't blaming no one cause I know that this my f*****g life
N****s they just never do believing where your 3rd eye

See I never really came up from the mud and I will tell the truth
I don't even care but I did come up with some f*****g rules
Lately I just feel like there's no friends I'm always by myself
She know I'm anti-social too much people I can't go around

My pops was a dead beat
So f**k it I'll be damned you know I ain't gon be a dead beat
I don't even give a f**k no more he never called me
All this s**t just come and go that's why he never see me
I know it's fake love I ain't yo son my momma told me

They out always scheming with them n****s they just plot shit
They just taking s**t that they don't have and say they copped it
She know I'm hallucinating when I'm off the tab b***h
You always go f*****g up my vibe you walking home b***h

I just hop up on a beat and I go kill this s**t
Yeah them n****s gon go crazy when I sign a deal
They don't understand about my life and s**t I'm dealing with
I don't have no words but yeah just know I'm still depressed as s**t

I don't really care but why you staring for
F*****g up the motto say those b*****s they cannot go
You know that these females come and go like why you sad for
I need to get up out my feelings why you sad for
Go get you a bag though

Yeah 3 years it's just passing by I hope I make it out
I'm just hoping that one day that I do take the smartest route
I don't really give a f***k like where's my love so now I'm down
See I really don't have feelings I'm cold hearted with a frown

Yeah just put the mic up in my face you know It's time to talk my s**t
I don't really care cause I let loose and I start spittin s**t
Member used to care but now I don't cause they do like my s**t
Lately yeah back then I always dreamed I try to kill this s**t

Can't wait till I'm on the road I'm doing what I love and s**t
You see I don't really have no friends they became snakes and hissed
They just always cappin they go showing the fake love and s**t
They don't even give a f**k about you just the benefits yeah

Now when you getting cash they always come around
Yeah these n****s ain't yo friend they ain't gon hold it down
No one really gonna be there when you in the ground
Wither I am here or not you ain't gon hear a sound

Let me talk my s**t talk my s**t
N****s always talk bout b*****s talk bout b*****s
I got my heart broken once broken once
Now I cannot love again love again

Yeah this shit is crazy I hope 2021 my year
I'm just praying up to god right now I'm facing all my fears
I put myself up in this position now I'm shedding tears
It's just been a minute but when I do die ya'll saying cheers