Young Gaff - Been A Few Days. Lyrics

Been a few days where I been pissed off
Been A few days where I flipped off god
Been a few days where I really felt lost
Been a few days I been scared of my thoughts
Been a few days I been scared of my opps
Been a few days where I feel like a fraud
Been a few days where just wanna stop
Been a few days where I just wanna pop
Been a few days
Been a few days
been a few days
Yeah theres been a few days
Been a few days where I been pissed off
Been A few days where I flipped off god
Been a few days where I really felt lost
Been a few days I been scared of my uh
Yeah
I been hiding in dark
I been hiding in my art
I'm about to fall apart
If you didn't know
Yeah I got hella scars
I been shooting for the stars
Thought that I would go far
I'm not even close
Close
I feel like the door closed
Man it's really hard to have hope when
You said knock it'll be opened
But I been knocking in for days and
I'm still in the same place
Looking in the mirror still hating on the same face
Im about to air it out I ain't trying to save face
What Would happen if I die these are the thought that I hate
These are thoughts that I try to shake
Dream about better days
Please let me elevate
Your really tryna test my faith
They say life gives you lemons then make lemonade
No thanks I'm stay sour
I spend most days writing for hours
Or crying in the shower
But it's the rain that brings the flowers
So there's beauty in the pain
The floods bring the change
It Feels like I'm in hurricane
My levees they all bout to break
Don't ask me how I'm doing I'm not doing that great
But god never late
There's always a time a place
But I ain't gonna fake
No smile on my face
Get out my way
Man get out my way
Turn up the bass
I put it all on the 808s
Fade way, hope I don't fade away
I gotta stop and pray
Overthink every day
Thoughts are ridiculous
Picking apart all my sinfulness
Pick it apart so meticulous
I'm feeling villainous
I'm on bane
I'm on my uh
Whoa
I gotta stop I keep losing control
I gotta stop at the end of my rope
Drive down the road
In the dead of night
Screamed out to god
I'm bout to unload
I'm bout to go (Boom)
Yeah yeah
I got some friends who really need answers
Like I got the answers
I don't the answers
Their battling demons
They battling cancer
There's always a reason?
So why did this happen
I don't understand it
Stop the pretending
I'm just lamenting
I'm just lamenting
Manic depression
Oh man I am stressing
Can't live in the present
I need your presence I'm restless
Inside of my heads where the mess is
Wherever I go there's just messes
Whenever I hurt I suppress it
Where do I go I'm just guessing
God told me he'd show me each step in
This journey, but I feel like He left and
I'm all alone and he's just chillin in heaven damn
Been a few days where I been pissed off
Been A few days where I flipped off god
Been a few days where I really felt lost
Been a few days I been scared of my thoughts
Been a few day I been scared of my opps
Been a few days where I feel like a fraud
Been a few days where just wanna stop
Been a few days where I just wanna pop
Been a few days where I been pissed off
Been A few days where I flipped off god
Been a few days where I really felt lost
Been a few days I been scared of my thoughts
Been a few days I been scared of my opps
Been a few days where I feel like a fraud
Been a few days where just wanna stop
Been a few days where i just wanna AHHH

Been a few days where I been pissed off
Been A few days where I flipped off god
Been a few days where I really felt lost
Been a few days I been scared of my thoughts
Been a few days I been scared of my opps
Been a few days where I feel like a fraud
Been a few days where just wanna stop
Been a few days where I just wanna pop
Been a few days
Been a few days
been a few days
Yeah theres been a few days
Been a few days where I been pissed off
Been A few days where I flipped off god
Been a few days where I really felt lost
Been a few days I been scared of my uh
Yeah
I been hiding in dark
I been hiding in my art
I'm about to fall apart
If you didn't know
Yeah I got hella scars
I been shooting for the stars
Thought that I would go far
I'm not even close
Close
I feel like the door closed
Man it's really hard to have hope when
You said knock it'll be opened
But I been knocking in for days and
I'm still in the same place
Looking in the mirror still hating on the same face
Im about to air it out I ain't trying to save face
What Would happen if I die these are the thought that I hate
These are thoughts that I try to shake
Dream about better days
Please let me elevate
Your really tryna test my faith
They say life gives you lemons then make lemonade
No thanks I'm stay sour
I spend most days writing for hours
Or crying in the shower
But it's the rain that brings the flowers
So there's beauty in the pain
The floods bring the change
It Feels like I'm in hurricane
My levees they all bout to break
Don't ask me how I'm doing I'm not doing that great
But god never late
There's always a time a place
But I ain't gonna fake
No smile on my face
Get out my way
Man get out my way
Turn up the bass
I put it all on the 808s
Fade way, hope I don't fade away
I gotta stop and pray
Overthink every day
Thoughts are ridiculous
Picking apart all my sinfulness
Pick it apart so meticulous
I'm feeling villainous
I'm on bane
I'm on my uh
Whoa
I gotta stop I keep losing control
I gotta stop at the end of my rope
Drive down the road
In the dead of night
Screamed out to god
I'm bout to unload
I'm bout to go (Boom)
Yeah yeah
I got some friends who really need answers
Like I got the answers
I don't the answers
Their battling demons
They battling cancer
There's always a reason?
So why did this happen
I don't understand it
Stop the pretending
I'm just lamenting
I'm just lamenting
Manic depression
Oh man I am stressing
Can't live in the present
I need your presence I'm restless
Inside of my heads where the mess is
Wherever I go there's just messes
Whenever I hurt I suppress it
Where do I go I'm just guessing
God told me he'd show me each step in
This journey, but I feel like He left and
I'm all alone and he's just chillin in heaven damn
Been a few days where I been pissed off
Been A few days where I flipped off god
Been a few days where I really felt lost
Been a few days I been scared of my thoughts
Been a few day I been scared of my opps
Been a few days where I feel like a fraud
Been a few days where just wanna stop
Been a few days where I just wanna pop
Been a few days where I been pissed off
Been A few days where I flipped off god
Been a few days where I really felt lost
Been a few days I been scared of my thoughts
Been a few days I been scared of my opps
Been a few days where I feel like a fraud
Been a few days where just wanna stop
Been a few days where i just wanna AHHH